6/11/12

being me...

spend life being you...

one thing i have tried and am trying to instill in my children is, being "them" is exactly who they are supposed to be.

i know in my life i have wasted time trying to be less than who i am... thinking this can't be right! i should be more like that... of course this isn't to say that we don't grow and evolve and allow ourselves to change. No... but  when we are allowing ourselves to be shaped by things and people we are still becoming who God created "us" to be.

do you know that you are the ONLY you that God has created. there is not one other person in this world that can do things exactly like you? it says in Isaiah 44:2 (CEV or contemporary english version) I am your Creator. you were in my care even before you were born. 
You are not an accident or a mistake. You need to be you! God needs you to be you.

a time when i struggle in this area the most is when i'm leading worship at church. i begin to feel insecure and i stumble in my mind and think of everyone else who does it so much better. but then i'm reminded of these things and i pray... okay Lord i'm doin me and i know that's why i'm here in this moment because for some crazy reason, that only You know, i'm the one who is supposed to be right here at this church doing this right now...

this is true for us all! so i encourage you... do you, be you, bless us with who God has created YOU to be! or we WILL be missing something in this world.

with so many changes going on in my life i have been somewhat out of sorts struggling to figure out what in the world my problem is! i believe i've figured out that in the midst of change i'm not sure who i am... NOW??? but in true God fashion He has reminded me that i'm supposed to be me. that i'm here in this moment because for some crazy reason, that only He knows, i'm exactly who I'm supposed to be for this time in my life...

i'm re-reading a book that i highly recommend and am sure many of you have heard about and have even read called "The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren. it's an amazing, life changing book on this very subject.

thank you God for hearing my cries... thank you for reminding me that i am exactly who i'm supposed to be for this time in my life... amen

b


we made it home...

made it home from vegas... what a super time we had with the girls :) had some interesting people watching entertainment thanks to the EDC vegas 2012! however i do feel a bit like i should wash my eyeballs with soap. (if you don't know what EDC vegas 2012 is click here (EDC vegas 2012) to see what i mean, click at your own risk)

it is such a mind boggling thought when my brain fills up with the fact that my first born is now a college student. it seems just yesterday i was smashing up organic carrots and making my own baby wipes (what was i thinking)

here's to new beginnings and looking back to enjoy the beautiful life we've shared so far...

b

6/7/12

the beginning of something beautiful...

quite a while back I posted this picture on facebook with this caption...

saw these in an antique store today... i want them
this weekend my mother and father-in-law came for a visit to celebrate Colton's birthday and Brittani's graduation. They had a gift for each one of us and I was soooooo surprised and tickled when I opened these!

it's the beginning of something beautiful!!! my vintage thermos collection :)



Thank you to my FAVORITE mother and father-in-law... I love them!


6/6/12

Viva Las Vegas...


Heading to Vegas this weekend! Brittani and Ciara decided on Vegas for their senior gift. "Big Daddy" and I surprised them with concert tickets to see their favorite band "One Direction" who just so happened to be playing at Planet Hollywood while we are there... I know two teenage girlies who are very excited :)

Viva Las Vegas!!!!!!

6/4/12

lots going on...

on second thought i decided to post...